Under EEST timezone (GMT+3) I am officially 100000 years old. And
Lars is +101, so Lars, have a nice birthday.
For a long time i have avoided celebrating it, but this year i have one more reason to follow the trend. So here it goes the long overdue personal post about my life.
She is gone. Or so I feel.
Today it will be the first time in 6 years and almost 9 months that she is not preparing a surprise for me. I always told her i did not want anything, but she always managed to prepare something: 26 roses and a cheese party (Jesus loves cheeses), a night at an Irish pub with most of my friends, a visit to Tampere’s amussement park, a dinner at a nice Italian restaurant or a concert with Kemopetrol and Giant Robot.
So today, 1st of September 2006, my birthday,
she, my best friend and my girlfriend during the last almost-seven years, is moving her stuff out.
The apartment will be full of emptiness and empty of her.
Dato is
crying of happiness. I cry of sadness. One goes up, another goes down.